August 3rd 2009 when my marriage died for a season

(I wrote this August 3^rd 2009 After my marriage died for a season)

Sometimes it seems as if I am drowning deeper and deeper into darkness
My hands are lifted up and I am crying out and saying I don’t get it what’s
Happening what am I doing wrong?
I am still sinking my hands still reaching upward, saying God where are you
Why don’t I feel you it’s dark down here I can’t breath where are you, I’m
Drowning in my own self pity.
I hear a voice speaking to me saying, with your hands out stretched say Father
Abba help me here I am and I did he reached down and touched my hand and
Said to me this is the way walk in it. (Isaiah 30:21)
In the midst of my affliction and all recent trials you were there you have directed
me to verses I never new existed you are my savior my anchor.
You have carried me thus far.
My heart and hands reached up to heaven and said father I choose life
I choose you as my strength and my foundation. you have carried me thus far.
Your light shines through me now, where there was darkness there is none
You are my life you are my love you are my hope my everything.
I know you are my Lord and King and that you are always there for me.

       Hallelujah.
                                                                  Written By Jerrie Cottrell